X-TENSO

What is the matter with me?!

Here is the list of sins I have committed today;-

1. Consumed Nutella.

2. Ate a bunch of meat filled pastries ~lost count too :s~

3. Almost ordered my tuna sandwich with mayo ~a friend loyal to my cause prevented that..thx~

4. I had the "X-TENSO" hair treatment.


Ok fine so the last one wasn't diet related but I got a lot of crap from my friends about it. It was a split second decision. I like spontaneity. But unlike my binges I didn't regret this decision, because it wouldn't appear on my hips or thighs. The truth is, decreasing the volume of my rowdy unruly hair made me see that with one split second decision I can decrease the appearance of well, the rest of me. The next time I lose the ability to think before I put something sinful in my mouth, I will try my best to be spontaneous. That would mean doing something else entirely.

When I walked in the salon I had a hair appointment booked to treat my scalp. The problem is not about whats on or in my head. I know what must be done. I could write a book on it myself. Instead the hairstylist suggested to decrease the volume. Why? Because it was time. It was time I managed my hair. Just like it was time I manage my body and consequently my self-esteem.

If and when I get that naughty urge to stray from the straight and narrow again, I will dance. Or I will drive. Or I will paint. Anything to keep me from stuffing my face when I am bored. Or at the very least drink water or make myself a nice cup (or teapot) of green tea with jasmine.

And just like I sought to eliminate frizz from my hair, so to can I eliminate "useless jank" from my body.